Be. myself.

A lousy blogger

2009-11-17T10:35:00.000-08:00

About 1 or 2 month ago,

I thought I had nth memorable in this school, in Singapore.

I was juz looking forward to going back Shanghai,

to getting rid of all the troubles in Singapore.

I was hoping to have a new beginning in JC next year.

Now, it's different.

Things changed in an unexpected way,

reminds me about the movie, 2012.

I have something, someone, to be concern about.

I'm scared to leave Sg and back China for two month.

I'm actually hoping to be back to Sg soon enough.

How amazing is this= =.....

why do I use this title...

cos I really feel that I'm the only one who can understand these words ..

my posts are all about my contridicting, intangible thoughts...

Why am I mixing two different things?

orz....

I'm really not good at expressing.

'O' level.... Only.

2009-11-08T09:00:00.001-08:00

For sure, people who saw this post would think I'm arrogant again..

but nevermind.

O level only.

It's not a big deal.

Life is marathon, not 100m.

O level is juz one little stop that may affect our life,

but it will never be fatal.

So, O level only.

failed. so what?

9 A1s, so what?

Hwa Chong, so what?

Retain, so what?

Juz only one thing matters.

Trying the best.

Why am I saying such things =, =.

O level is going to end within one week.

Did I try my best?

Can't help it.

2009-11-08T08:46:00.000-08:00

I juz can't stop thinking too much.

I juz can't stop suspecting so much.

I juz can't stop making things complicated.

Maybe I really started to care u.

I don't wanna face it.

I know it will not be a happy ending.

but I still want taste it.

What's the "it"?? I can't answer..

Why not juz forget all these things,

and get addicted to basketball?

I promise,

after almost half year,

I will play,

with my heart.

What happened to me?

2009-09-03T08:09:00.000-07:00

I donno.

Since when?

I have been lost myself.

What am I think?

What am I doing?

Why am I sooo introvert?

Why am I such a coward?

why can't I forget?

Be a monk,

maybe a good choice.

No,

I will not give up,

even after I've been hurt soo deeply..

both, mental , and physical.

What am I talking about?

What am I doing now?

Lost..

Yet, I am fine.

So sick of shoes.....

2009-03-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

.....today, I bought a new shoes, again....... NIKE Cortez!!!!!!!!!

Plus this one, I have total 9 sneaks alr....... not include slippers......

Wahhhh... haha. Let me tell their names~~~

Air Jordan 7 Retro (up-left corner)

Nike Dunk High ( up middle)

Nike Hyperdunk !!!! (up-right corner)... my favourate....basketball shoes..

Second line , from left,

Air Jordan 1 Retro.

Converse white.

Air Force 1 07' special edition

Converse white/black

Air Force 1 09' (School shoes)

Last one.....

NIKE Cortez....!!!!!

orz.... I love shoes too much.... has spent alot of money on that....but that's ok.. cos it's my only hobby.

2009-02-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

Today I played basketball... and finially saw my lovely shooting gesture....

I know I am suck at shooting....... the video is juz for fun..

p.s. Mars don really know how to take a video.... but still thank him

Respect your opponent= Respect yourself

2009-02-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

At first, I wanna use "43-44" as the title. However, there is something more important and I need to talk about it.

Today was the third basketball match. Against Bishan park.

In the end, we lose by 1 point......

As people said, lose by a little bit is always the most painful....

And.....some more, I had my first faul out in my life....

The stupid referee was targeting on me...

Even though I juz slapped the ball only, it was still considered as a foul -.=

Oh my god......

And if I could play on the forth quarter, there will be a different result....

ok, forget it.

Back to the theme.

After the match, we had a training at school as well as the juniors.

Donno which idiot suggested to have a match between juniors and seniors, while most of them don't even know how to do a proper lay-up.

The rule was: the juniors won if they score 5 .

Then , our 'beloved' captain began his comedic show.

As long as play a match, we must respect our opponent.

however, the captain must have a different thought.

He didn't put any effort in playing the game. No deffense, only solo man show.

And whatever he said, there must be some bad words included.

Ingoring my warning of being serious, the juniors scored 3 alr.

This was where the dramatic change was.

He started to shout at us, blaming us on not playing seriously. -.=

And this was what he meant "serious"

dribbling the ball to the 3-point line,

shot the ball before we were ready to snatch rebounds,

scold us for not catch the rebounds.... -__-.

Then the climax had came.

He dribbled the ball all the way to the corner,

anyhow throw the ball back...

then he scold:" why don't you pay attention on the ball, why don't you get the ball?"

what a idiot.

what a joke in front of these juniors.

Lastly, we will never win as long as the captain is in the team.

we will not suppose to win, with this arrogant "man".

Resoect opponent, respect yourself.

Donno why he can be the captain?

orz..... lif is unfair.... haha

17th.

2009-01-27T07:48:00.003-08:00

17 years ago, thanks to my mom, I came to this world.

After 17 years,

I have seen so many people.

I have known so much knowledge.

I have met so many friends.

I have experienced so many moments,
"happy"
"sad"
"excited"
"angry"

I have enjoyed 17 Birthday.

The most memorable one was eating mutton noodle which cooked by my mom while watching TV in my tiny room.

The most ordinary one was.....ermmm...doing nth at home.. and everyone forget the day.

The most touching one was... while the others in the famly forgot the day, my father brought a big ice-cream cake to me.

1 more minute...

before it, I need to say...

THANKS everyone.

Be myself.

2009-01-20T05:34:00.000-08:00

The school have begun for 2 weeks already.

I asked myself yesterday.

" Am I trying my best?"

"How is the best? How to be trying best?"

I hope I have the confident to say YES.

But I don't have. Why? How can I be confident??

There are many competitiones I have joined.

For CCA point.

I am trying to balance these with my study.

The basketball training should be the most troublesome one.

I could finally understand why those baskebtall players do not play basketall in their free time......

fortunately, I have found a new interest-------hiphop dance~~~~

In the music, I can be crazy....... alone...haha.

Anyway, I need to learn more about dance, improve my skills..

There was a big surprise at the beginning of this week..

best friend love best friend.

Let them cope with these relations.

I am tired of these things and I don't wanna get involved.

Single~~~Single~~~~

I hope this won't cause any trouble.

Anyway, the girl is not bad. haha.

Lastly,

Thank to my favourite song.

"Lose yourself"

Thank you for being the only one comforting me when I am down.

Wish everyone a happy Chinese New Year~~~

Happy New Year everyone!!!!

2008-12-31T08:05:00.000-08:00

OHHHHHHHHH!!!!,

now is 0:00, Jan 1, 2009

Happy new year~~~~~

I am going to work hard!!!!

=.= My life.. in Shanghai = . =

2008-11-26T09:23:00.000-08:00

First, it's .....too relaxing...........

everyday, I spend most time on playing wii , WII~~~~ it's incredible!!!!

especially.......WIIFIT~~~~~~~ Haha.. I can continue my physical excerise with it...

Also, I play Xbox360 with my father.... Halo 3........Call of Duty 5..... a lot....FPS game..

Somemore, I can go out with my complete family~~~ spend a lot....

Next..... Talk about my shoes.......

My poor Hyperdunk.................

Donno which anoia... drop hairdye on my hyperdunk........

He defaced my Hyperdunk......T.T

also. in the same salon, my hair was destroyed...

One more about shoes..... I juz bought another Airforce1~~~ ^ ^

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Be. myself.

Last post in Singapore ,2008

2008-11-14T05:32:00.001-08:00

OK, i am going to fly to shanghai already.

Take care my buddies~~~~ those in their hometown or in Singapore.

I will surely miss YOU all~~~~

haiz......... should write something meanful for the last post.

I don wanna to be so sad.

It's not the end of the relationship with my beloved friends.

So Let's look forward to having a better time next year..

After I go back, I hope I will continue to post something on my blog. hehe

I won be very busy in Shanghai, not like someone in Vietnam....

I will be online in Msn , not like someone in Vietnam....

One more hour, I have to leave my house.

This time in Shanghai, I will try to know it more...

I will try to explore it more.

It's quite a shame when I cannot answer people when they ask me about my hometown.....

Ok, So......

Say goodbye to Singapore.

Genting Trip

2008-11-12T06:52:00.000-08:00

I juz came back from Genting Highland, A city of entertainment in Malaysia.

It should be a happy vocation after this busy year.

To be honest, I only feel flat.

I don think this trip is memorable.

Because it's not a right place to have a vocation for me.

Because it's not the right people having the trip with me.

All the adults went to play in casino, left my sister and me.

What the hell is the casino???

Why can it attract so much interest??

HERE only have noise.

I cannot found a quiet place, except the toliet in the room.....

Only three days, I felt my brain is going to explode.

If I come with my friends ,

If I come with my father,

I believe that it will be a different story.

Anyway, It's still better than staying at home, Stirring at the computer.

HaHa.

By the way, I wanna change an English name~~~~ any idea???

See you all, SOON

2008-11-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

This is the most impressive year in my life.

This is the most incredible class in my life.

I have met a lot of friends here in this year.

I have met my bros here in this class.

I have seen the light of hope, passion and desire in this year.

This is 2008,
we are 3E1.

I believe the brothers are invictcible.

We study together, play together.

We skip school together, get punished together.

We play and learn basketball together.

We "forget" the homework together.

We also strive for the exam together.

We are all enjoy in it, because we are together.

And of course, we love each other.

I believe that girl also can be my best friend.

I share my stories with her.

I tell her my feeling about things.

I open my mind to her.

I trust her, because she is my best friend.

I love her, because she is my sis.

The time will never stop.

2008 is already passed with the leaving of u all.

3E1 has already became the past when this day came.

Without you, 2008 is meaningless.

Without you, 3E1 does not exist.

After 2 month,
When the new year will have came,
TO BE CONTINUE in 4E1.

some bbq photo~~~~~

2008-10-31T08:12:00.000-07:00

the best~~~~~

Immature

2008-10-31T06:28:00.000-07:00

Everyone does anything.
There must be a reason.
There should be a beneficiary.
Otherwise, The action can be said stupid and unreasonable or......
Immature

therefore, to be honest.
The behaviour yesterday is not rational.
I didn't get any benefit from what i did...
and it aroused teacher's dislike.
For what??

haiz....

I cannot change the past, but face the future.

skip school, part of a student life

2008-10-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

ermmmmmm.....
today we suddenly decided to skip the lessons after the recess.
haiz.... ya, I knew this is not a good model of being a good student and I knew that troubles would come to us. And so did it.
First , the busybody Gratez got kevin's number from someone (I know who U are).
Then she failed to call kevin cos he nv pick up = = (of course). So she told our form teacher.

hoho, things turned funny alr.

The form teacher took it seriously and gotta talk to us tmr..

hehe.... there is nothing to explain to her..

I juz feel the lesson meaningless.

Thats all.

I understand the way these teacher did..

I knew it's not good to skip school.

But.

When the lessons become boring....

Why do we have to stay in the classroom but not paying attention?

Why do we waste our time in school for these programme??

Allright~

this is fate. A students' fate.

We are not able to change it .

But , I will continue to do what I think is right no matter what punishment these teachers will give me.....

New blog~~~~~~

2008-10-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

Haiz... a new blog AGAIN....
made by a damn lazy person.
This one ------------- for my beloved bros~~~

so, hoping that I can always spend some time on posting........