About 1 or 2 month ago,

I thought I had nth memorable in this school, in Singapore.

I was juz looking forward to going back Shanghai,

to getting rid of all the troubles in Singapore.

I was hoping to have a new beginning in JC next year.

Now, it's different.

Things changed in an unexpected way,

reminds me about the movie, 2012.

I have something, someone, to be concern about.

I'm scared to leave Sg and back China for two month.

I'm actually hoping to be back to Sg soon enough.

How amazing is this= =.....

why do I use this title...

cos I really feel that I'm the only one who can understand these words ..

my posts are all about my contridicting, intangible thoughts...

Why am I mixing two different things?

orz....

I'm really not good at expressing.

Labels: 2009.11.18

For sure, people who saw this post would think I'm arrogant again..

but nevermind.

O level only.

It's not a big deal.

Life is marathon, not 100m.

O level is juz one little stop that may affect our life,

but it will never be fatal.

So, O level only.

failed. so what?

9 A1s, so what?

Hwa Chong, so what?

Retain, so what?

Juz only one thing matters.

Trying the best.

Why am I saying such things =, =.

O level is going to end within one week.

Did I try my best?

Labels: 09.11.2009

I juz can't stop thinking too much.

I juz can't stop suspecting so much.

I juz can't stop making things complicated.

Maybe I really started to care u.


I don't wanna face it.

I know it will not be a happy ending.

but I still want taste it.

What's the "it"?? I can't answer..

Why not juz forget all these things,

and get addicted to basketball?

I promise,

after almost half year,

I will play,

with my heart.

Labels: 09.11.2009

I donno.

Since when?

I have been lost myself.

What am I think?

What am I doing?

Why am I sooo introvert?

Why am I such a coward?

why can't I forget?

Be a monk,

maybe a good choice.

No,

I will not give up,

even after I've been hurt soo deeply..

both, mental , and physical.

What am I talking about?

What am I doing now?

Lost..

Yet, I am fine.

Labels: 2009.09.03

Labels: 16.03.09

Today I played basketball... and finially saw my lovely shooting gesture....

I know I am suck at shooting....... the video is juz for fun..

p.s. Mars don really know how to take a video.... but still thank him

At first, I wanna use "43-44" as the title. However, there is something more important and I need to talk about it.

Today was the third basketball match. Against Bishan park.

In the end, we lose by 1 point......

As people said, lose by a little bit is always the most painful....

And.....some more, I had my first faul out in my life....

The stupid referee was targeting on me...

Even though I juz slapped the ball only, it was still considered as a foul -.=

Oh my god......

And if I could play on the forth quarter, there will be a different result....

ok, forget it.

Back to the theme.

After the match, we had a training at school as well as the juniors.

Donno which idiot suggested to have a match between juniors and seniors, while most of them don't even know how to do a proper lay-up.

The rule was: the juniors won if they score 5 .

Then , our 'beloved' captain began his comedic show.

As long as play a match, we must respect our opponent.

however, the captain must have a different thought.

He didn't put any effort in playing the game. No deffense, only solo man show.

And whatever he said, there must be some bad words included.

Ingoring my warning of being serious, the juniors scored 3 alr.

This was where the dramatic change was.

He started to shout at us, blaming us on not playing seriously. -.=

And this was what he meant "serious"

dribbling the ball to the 3-point line,

shot the ball before we were ready to snatch rebounds,

scold us for not catch the rebounds.... -__-.

Then the climax had came.

He dribbled the ball all the way to the corner,

anyhow throw the ball back...

then he scold:" why don't you pay attention on the ball, why don't you get the ball?"

what a idiot.

what a joke in front of these juniors.


Lastly, we will never win as long as the captain is in the team.

we will not suppose to win, with this arrogant "man".

Resoect opponent, respect yourself.

Donno why he can be the captain?

orz..... lif is unfair.... haha

Labels: 06.02.09