About 1 or 2 month ago,

I thought I had nth memorable in this school, in Singapore.

I was juz looking forward to going back Shanghai,

to getting rid of all the troubles in Singapore.

I was hoping to have a new beginning in JC next year.

Now, it's different.

Things changed in an unexpected way,

reminds me about the movie, 2012.

I have something, someone, to be concern about.

I'm scared to leave Sg and back China for two month.

I'm actually hoping to be back to Sg soon enough.

How amazing is this= =.....

why do I use this title...

cos I really feel that I'm the only one who can understand these words ..

my posts are all about my contridicting, intangible thoughts...

Why am I mixing two different things?

orz....

I'm really not good at expressing.

Labels: 2009.11.18

For sure, people who saw this post would think I'm arrogant again..

but nevermind.

O level only.

It's not a big deal.

Life is marathon, not 100m.

O level is juz one little stop that may affect our life,

but it will never be fatal.

So, O level only.

failed. so what?

9 A1s, so what?

Hwa Chong, so what?

Retain, so what?

Juz only one thing matters.

Trying the best.

Why am I saying such things =, =.

O level is going to end within one week.

Did I try my best?

Labels: 09.11.2009

I juz can't stop thinking too much.

I juz can't stop suspecting so much.

I juz can't stop making things complicated.

Maybe I really started to care u.


I don't wanna face it.

I know it will not be a happy ending.

but I still want taste it.

What's the "it"?? I can't answer..

Why not juz forget all these things,

and get addicted to basketball?

I promise,

after almost half year,

I will play,

with my heart.

Labels: 09.11.2009